I'm gonna go on a little rant.. ok? cool. i hate social media, i hate fake relationships, i hate this area tbh. why? well because i'm tired of seeing everyone else's life on social media that i use to know, or use to be my "friend" that i don't even communicate with now. why would i wanna see their stuff? plus am i the only one who wants to explore and go to many places? i've deleted my personal instagram and got it back because i thought it'd go away and maybe i could be normal like everyone else.. but i'm about to delete again for good i'm sick of acting like i have friends. my own family half of them won't even talk to me cause they have their own busy lives but i don't see how hard it is to have a 5 min conversation with your own family. but ya know whatever. i'm moving soon 18 hours away and i'm pretty excited yeah i might not know anyone but i just can't stay in the same place doing the same thing anymore i'm ready to see the world yeah so what if i don't know anyone? i don't talk to anyone anyway that i'm really gonna miss? i'm ready to explore! see new sunrises, new things! anyone else feel the same?