✦ 𝐒𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐚 𝐂𝐫𝐮𝐳 🔜 𝐒𝐚𝐧 𝐅𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐢𝐬𝐜𝐨⠀
headed north today to shoot with @micaelahoo 🖤
who’s free for sunset or dinner?
182 16November 2018
✦ dear doubt, fear & shame:
here are some choice words from my friend @jayandjuniper “i see you, i hear you, i’m not letting you run the show, but i still love you. you’re the flip side to what motivates me, inspires me, cheers me on.”
✦ 𝐃𝐞𝐜𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫 𝟏𝐬𝐭⠀
this was from before the smoke cleared. this year has been a fireball of changes and endings and restarts, and i’m hoping for some clearing in my head as well this month.⠀
spending the weekend pulling out rain boots and organizing my space, designing a new workout plan and getting back to healthful eating, finishing moving, and hopefully getting a massage and lyfting around to some of the holiday shopping events around town!⠀
what’re you up to this weekend? ⠀
110 5December 2018
✦ 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐭 + 𝐟𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝⠀
⠀ #realtalk this year has been a rollercoaster of change. this week it’s all happening again. i’m moving out of my lovely little studio that’s been my solo cave of quiet space for the past few months. my car lease is up on friday.
i’ll be returning carless and a little broke to the room at my mom’s, where i spent so much time this year trying to heal and figure out my next moves... i’m resisting the feeling of losing ground, of getting stuck, of being alone for the holidays. i’m fighting my fears with compassion and understanding. i’ve lost and found so much, and lost it again. i realize i can’t keep holding anything i find, i can only thank it for its shine and let it go. here’s to the continued search ✨⠀