Revisited “family happiness” this morning. it speaks in such a slow (but not tedious...takes its time with the sweet details and rumination), lovely, and honest way to mid-life restlessness, and about some of the ages and stages of long-term love. 💕
मनातल्या शब्दांची जादू
can you give me directions to your heart?
it seemed like i have lost myself searching you - ❤
I was ready to give it all up—everything.
i was half out of my mind with love.
and i didn't think twice about what i was throwing into the fire…
that's how i loved you in the end.
with my body cold and shuddering.
with empty hands over smoldering ash... .
in the end | memories | lang leav |
(walang ma-design, gumamit ng damo 😂 #kunyariartistic )
in a world that never stops, i often find myself struggling to keep up. frustration clawing at my mind and heart, i find myself in an incomprehensible haze.
but in such situations what keeps me going is your ever grounding presence.
you sense that i'm upset, you understand that i don't want to talk at the moment. all you do is let me lay my head on your lap. i close my eyes, lose myself in the gentle caress of your fingers and serene melody of your voice falling on my ears. i feel at ease.
was it a long day, you ask me. i respond with a feeble nod and fall into the familiar warmth of your arms. the feel like home. the sensation of your palm rubbing my back with utmost tenderness lulls me to a soundless sleep and i feel at ease.
fear spreads through my body, seldom i panic. seldom i'm afraid of what's to come,my fingers tremble out of anxiety. but your hand finds mine, clasping around it in a strong yet careful hold. you sit behind me, my back against you, supporting me and i feel at ease.
waking up from a restless sleep i feel a weight around my waist. it's your arm wrapped around me protectively as if all you want to do is shield me from the nightmares. tracing along the length of your arm i feel you shifting. you are awake, i turn around and look into your eyes. they shine with unconditional love and it matches the soft curve of your smile.