I know my latest posts are depressing but please don’t unfollow. it’ll get better, i’m just feeling bad lately, the weather is getting colder, i just got my first sickness of the season and my mood isn’t sunshine and roses.
i have nobody except my family.
no friends, nobody to call and rant to about truly bad i feel.
i lost my friends because i no longer go to church with them and being the chronically sick person makes me flaky i can’t commit long term.
i’m an introvert by nature but i would love someone to talk to besides my family.
people are put off by me if they are christians, i lived a life away from the church so i’m not you’re typical bible toting christian. i have been gossiped about because i am not really conservative, modest yes but really conservatives nope.
i’ve tried to integrate myself with people a few accept me, and i know my self worth is more than what people think of me but i am lonely.
i just wish people would realize i’m pretty cool, i might be reserved at first but i like movies and pizza. i like talking about my daughter. i love god and i love the bible. i homeschool. just please look past what i look like and see me as a person. ❤️ #lonely#iwantfriends#imprettycool#rougharoundtheedges#ihaveabigheart